Nicole Tagged me.. I am it!!

Here are the rules: I have to answer the following questions with one word answers and one word only! Then I must pass it on to seven others!

This award comes with a list of questions:

1. Where is your cell phone? table
2. Where is your significant other? Tampa
3. Your hair color? brownish
4. Your mother? MaryAnn
5. Your father? Michael
6. Your favorite thing? iTouch
7. Your dream last night? none
8. Your dream/goal? Happier
9. The room you’re in? office
10. Your hobby? reading
11. Your fear? (that is a long list)
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home
13. Where were you last night? house
14. What you’re not? done
15. One of your wish-list items? orders
16. Where you grew up? everywhere
17. The last thing you did? movie
18. What are you wearing? clothes
19. Your TV? off
20. Your pet? rory
21. Your computer? hp
22. Your mood? peaceful
23. Missing someone? David
24. Your car? caravan
25. Something you’re not wearing? makeup
26. Favorite store? linensandthings
27. Your summer? over
28. Love someone? David
29. Your favorite color? green
30. When is the last time you laughed? today
31. Last time you cried? Sunday

A new list of stuff

I got this from Rachel...(Twilight is coming..)

1. Do you like blue cheese? Yes
2. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Unfortunately yes... it was a bad habit
3. Do you own a gun? Yes
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? I am a Diet Cherry Limeaid girl
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointment? sometimes
6. What do you think of hot dogs? I like them..but they are so bad for you
7. Favorite Christmas Song? Silent Night, the full song
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water
9. Can you do push-ups? I can, but the question is, do I want to?
10. What is your favorite movie? It will be Twilight next month
11. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? My wedding ring. And my button necklace
12. Favorite hobby? Welll hmmm, too many
13. Do you work with people who idolize you? no
14. Do you have ADD? No. But my family does.
15. What’s one trait that you hate about yourself? I don't open up to people.
16. What’s your middle name? Ann.
17. Name three thoughts at this moment: I wish Natalie would stop her crap, I hope that I don't have to do a dity move, I can't wait till We are in Florida, Can I pack Monica in a box to Florida.
18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday: Pizza for the kids, which they messed up.
19. Current worry right now? Nothing right now
21. Current hate right now? nothing
22. Favorite place to be? On my swing with a good book and my iTouch
23. How did you bring in the New Year? I can't tell you...It is an anniversary day of when I first met David.
24. Where would you like to go? Ireland and Scottland
25. Name three people who will complete this? Nicole will (Happy BirthDay!!!)
26. Whose answer do you want to read the most? Monica!<~~I agree
27. What color shirt are you wearing? Natural, pink, and brown
28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? eww no
29. Can you whistle? Yes
30. Favorite color? Green.
31. Would you be a pirate? is Johnny Depp going to be there?
32. What songs do you sing in the shower? spring awakening songs
33. Favorite girl’s name? Natalie, Chloe, Marie
34. Favorite boy’s name? Jonathon and David--I had crushes on more then 1 David
35. What’s in your pocket right now? Burt's Bee's Wax
36. Last thing that made you laugh? Right now, the dog and cat stare off going on next to me
37. Best bed sheets as a child? Ummmm. Clean ones?
38. Worst injury you’ve ever had? Soccer injury, I still have a big scar going down my right leg
39. What is your favorite snack? lately, hard boiled eggs
40. Favorite thing to do on Sundays? after Church nap
41. Who is your loudest friend?Monica
42. How many dogs do you have? one
43. Does someone have a crush on you? David..he tells me all the time
45. What is your favorite book? (where was #44?) Twilight.. of all time it would be Charlotte's Web
46. What is your favorite candy? 3 Musketeers.
47. What is your favorite sports team? WVU, VTech, Cowboys, and The Steelers
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? umm
49. What were you doing 12 AM last night? reading.
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? David will be home today.

Meesa Challenge via Monica

A. Attached or single? very much married
B. Best friend? I have a few
C. Cake or Pie? homemade in my mom's kitchen carrot cake
D. Day of Choice? Saturday is the ultimate lazy day for me
E. Essential item? scrunchi
F. Favorite color? green
G. Gummy bears or worms? worms, the sour kind that you get at the movie theatre
H. Hometown? right now...
I. Indulgence? grande chi tea blended no whip from starbucks
J. January or July? July
K. Kids? Three spoiled rotten kids
L. Life isn't complete without? Love, and my kids
M. Marriage date? 13 of June
N. Number of brothers and sisters? 1 brother and 1 sister
O. Oranges or apples? oranges
P. Phobias? I have a slight fear of height. That happened after I had Natalie 12 years ago.
Q. Quotes? I didn't do it.
R. Reasons to smile? because it takes too much to frown
S. Season of Choice? fall, I look forward to it every year
T. Tag some peeps:1. umm Nicole, of course ;)
U. Unknown fact about me? I sing in the car
V. Vegetable? all of them, especially spinach, FRESH spinach
W. Worst habit? I say sh-t way too much
X. X-ray or Ultrasound? Ultrasound
Y. Your favorite food? My mom's lasagna, and my dad's linguine in white clam sauce
Z. Zodiac sign? Libra

The J-Man Birthday

Jonathon turned 7 on September 12. He had a blast. I can't believe how fast time goes. I no longer have my baby baby. But he still loves to snuggle with Mommy. He is still a bed hog.

Florida, and all that fun stuff

So we are still waiting for David's orders to come in. David is in Colorado Springs right now for a conference that deals with all this cool stuff that he is doing. I wish I was there. Colorado is my favorite state, next would be Maine, then Texas, and California...the good parts of California.
Anyways, the kids have been doing well adjusting to the new school year. Chloe and Jonathon are ready to move to Tampa. They keep asking about it. I am actually going to Tampa to check stuff out next week. The kids want me to bring the beach back with me. I just hope that I do not get sucked into a hurricane.

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That i almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That i almost believe that the pictures are
All i can feel

Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As i ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How i always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But i never see anything

If only i'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only i'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

Looking so long at these pictures of you
But i never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you

There was nothing in the world
That i ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That i ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you

This is one of a few all time favorite songs. Yes, it is The Cure, but Robert Smith has a talent for writing beautiful songs. Whenever I hear it, I smile, and think of my favorite pictures in my head. I have been melancholy lately. I was trying to explain it to my mom. This time it started over a picture of a friend of mine, who I have not seen in 16 years. We talked on the phone, and we wrote to each other all the time. After I had Natalie, that stopped. It was not until last year that we were back in contact. He has changed, and of course I have changed. Our friendship also changed. It is almost like now he is an acquaintance. I hate that. It is depressing to think of all the friends that I have made in my life are not really there anymore. I hope and pray that the friends that I have now will not end up this way. I wish for them to be life long friends, sisters and brothers.